SYAHSYAH or SUPERGURLZZ :]
BK33. 1C. Justin Ruii Yin Jowin. Fakheerah. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.
December 2008
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guess wat??..i am back with him....YAYY!!soo happi...get to celebrate valentine's dae with him this year..for the past 13 yers celebrating it alone...now i found the guy i nvr will let go...kay..let's talk about skool...todae i nvr go skool coz sik and late...then fight with my frens at skool...usual for fren rite to fie..but this we fite coz they sae i more with my boifren...nvr with them..then i sae not my fault...bcoz my boifren nt same skool wat...then we fite about this..hais...y must this happens...they should noe about this wat..hmmm....kae lah...miee very tired...want to go to sleep...gdnite to all of u there...
i really wished tat i could change the tym back to when i have started this mistake...i realy don't want to let go of this beautiful relationship..it is so precious to me...if i really change,tat will be the outside...but in the inside i am still syah tat they knew...my love towarsds them nvr will change...especially to him...i really love him...i really care about this relationship...if there is another chance i would like to be with him back...
bad dae...just break with him..maybe no fate...]:very sad...i thought he will give me a chance...but maybe he can't take it...he sae i break his heart...he sae bcoz of my change...maybe lately i have change...i been acting more like a drama queen...childish too...he sae i talk nonsence...not onli him..but the rest of the geng...y they sae me like this?..i really treasured them...they are like my real family...they teached me wat is the meaning of a real family...my real family don't even care about me or even worse nvr love me...they really mean everything to me in this world...i really love them...i hope tat i could change to be mself back so tat this family would nvr break....
onli about how many hours left...i really need to make him believe in my love...i really can't leave without him..i rather die than to break with him..y must this happen to me everytime??..i hate it when the love i have to be taken away...i really hope he could at least listen to wat i gt to sae...i am really scared of his dicision...let's just wait...hope u guys couls pray for me...i really love this relationship...