Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
searching for the light,
to brighten her world.

Well, found the light,
just hoping it would last,
forever,
and ever till the end,

As i hate darkness in my world,
It gives me the creep,
and goosebums.

never would let u go,
as my world is brighten enough with u here,
but will u let darkness in my world again?

Just stay,
Stay as long as u could,
Stay in my world forever..


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Monday, June 1, 2009
4:01 AM






heyooo!!!kae,next post gonna talk about last saturday...TSID had attend a competition...a cheer competition...however it is sooo damnnn funn...hahax...first time we had to perform in front of like a lot of people...at 11.10am i arrived at skool...for practised...got the group t-shirt..put it on and practised...practised a lot...hahax...we practised until MISS LEE our teacher in charge came...she bought us some food...but we did not eatit first...then we have some conflict with two of them..but we sort it out well...then it is time to leave...we board the bus...on the way to TAKASHIMAYA,our heart was beating fast...nervous lorh...hahax...when reach there,we register then have our lunch...more skools strt to come...then when Naf's and Kiki's parents came,TSID have a "photoshoot"..hahax...they all take our pics...wahh!!like popular like tat...hehe..here are the pics..




after the so called photoshoot,we hang out around...then it is time for us to perform...omg!!very nervous...we went for dry run first then perform...but our priority was not to win...but to have fun...and guess wat??we did have fun...we did not think about winning...after performing,we shouted...we had fun...lots of fun...but we did not get into the final...sad seyy...but nvr mind...we will continue our effort in upcoming competitions...TSI RULEZ!!hehe...
-syah

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Sunday, May 31, 2009
5:30 AM

SEC TWO CAMP~

yeah...sec two camp...WIIII!!!hahax...the first thing in my mind was,"this camp is going to be suck"...guese wat??i am right...when i first step into the campside i was "EWWWWWW!!!i wanna go home!!"...the place was sooo muddy and yuckyy...i thought we are going to sleep in a dorm...but no...we have to sleep in a tent with only a board in it...OMG!!supper yuckyy...but soon when i do the activities and challenges,i really love the camp...when meeting the trainers,i have fun too with them...day one i learn how to climb low walls,rock climbing and something the call trolleys...it was supper fun as i nvr ever do this carzy stuffs before...NVR!!hhahax...at note we go for a nite hike...in the WOODS!!nooo....i scared i cn see ghost...but the whole hike i closed my eyes at some part of the woods...very scary...practising the cheers was also fun...get to shout soooo loud...hahax..tat nite sleep at 12...went in the tent,i straight sleep...very tired lorh!!



DAY 2~
wake up at 6.30..have to get ready...need to meet at the dining hall by 7...did not get to shower...no time...just wash hair and face...brush teeth too..then change clothes...at the dining hall,all was ready to eat...wah!!food...in the morning eat fried noodles...okaelh the food..then go do first activity tat is maths thingy and campire preparation....maths thingy was soo bored...but campfire prep was great....we have to do the hookey pookey...hehe...but it was fun...hahax...next was valley challenge....i hate this part as need to go in the 'milo pond'...NOOOOO!!the water so dirty...but i have to go in...i was second or third to get in...on top i was sooo nervous...muds covered my feet....when the trainer ask me to closed my nose,iwas really scared...then she pushed me down the slide...i was closing my eyes...when nside i was strugglig to get out...i was lucky tat trainer elfi catch me...most crazy thing i have ever tried...then nxt kayaking...nvr kayak before...first time...when inside boat,my partner was panicking...she scared we capsized..but lucky nvr...hahax...body aching sia...then it strted to rain...we have to carry the boat to up...veru heavy sia...and it strted to rain heavily....but still need to carry the boats...after the rain stop,we go bck to campside to eat lunch...after eating lunch,we go shower..very sian after shower get solding by trainer elfi...WOW!...but then he was okae...after scolding us,we do blogging...used the comp for a while then went to do high elements...NOOOOO!!i am afraid of hieghts...but i get to overcome it with the help of the trainers and frens....i was doing abseiling...syoik...very high...about 4 stories high..OMG!!jumped down cfem die lioa...on top have a good chat with the trainers...haha...they joke around around with me...but when i go down,i wanted to shout...when almost reaching down,trainer elfi ask to let go more of the rope...i was like"siow ehk??"...but i listen to him...i was lucky tat he catch me...hehe..after tat go dinner...then campfire time...syoik seyy...get to perform and enjoy..hahax...but sad thing is,time to go home nxt day...}:...after campfire,had supper and debrief...after tat bed time...cnt sleep siol...



DAY 3~
wake up earlier..then straight pack..then go dining hall..very sad as it is the last time we eat together...haiss...after eating,need to unpitched the tents..very tiring as the weather very hot and must do lots of cleaning...but have fun..while cleaning up,get to joke around with the trainers...after cleaning,we rest for a while..then we take pictures with trainer elfi and MR GOH...hahax...very funny...trainer elfi and me so called act cute haha...time flies so fast tat its time to leave...sooo sad...i ask trainer elfi if cn take pictures with him,he sae okay..but maybe bcoz of time,i cnt get to take pic with him..even his e-mail i dnt have...soo sad...


~thats all i cn share...very sad as this camp have transform me to become a braver person..thx to trainer Bern,trainer Elfi and MAC as i have lots of fun there...in fact we have lots ans lots of fun...i am sure gonna miss u guys!!:{

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Thursday, April 2, 2009
6:01 PM

hey....so sorry for the late entry....been busy lately with school stuff and more....soon i will be upload all of my holiday pictures which i took in malaysia....i can't upload in friendster as the files are too big...hehe...since school reopen,i been busy with schools and other stuff...recently it is april fool's day...guess wat??i have been fool for 2 times...very unlucky huh??been fool by him....i creid bcoz of his act...but it was fun....nvr been fool this bad...hehe...my parents just get divorced....very sad...but i am happy tat they are seperated as my dad always make my mum cry...i hate him...he got sleep with different kinds of girls....i am hurt by hearing tat..i saw some of the pictures he took with the girl on the bed....ARGGGGGG!!!! i feel like killing him and those girls.....tat slut....y must she disturb my father???y not others??....stupid,ugly slut.....i am going to kill her and my father soon if i see them together outside...

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
6:17 AM

hey...sorry long time no post...comp sometimes problem..hahas...kae...in this post going to talk about exams...i noe exams long time past...haha...kae,it was so stressing for...tis yr streaming mah..hahas...need to study...at the same time go and meet my boyfie which now isn't....now i am single...great rite??reasons is bcoz i cant cope with all...sad but still i feel free to do anything...back to the topic,i took the exams so easily tat i thought i cld pass all...but no....i almost pass....lit,geog and maths...omg...only a little mark cn pass already....sian,sian....i feel like killing the teachers sia...but cannot..they my fav teachers too...watsoever,gdbye to MR TAN,my geog teacher who has leave the skl...sad seyy...he is the best..hehe...kae...until here...

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Thursday, March 12, 2009
8:32 AM
















before going to sleep,,got one more post...lately i got go to boggle competition with kiki...there,we have to compete with other schools to a boggle game..but in malay..here are some pix we manage to take..
unfortunately we lose..but it is okae as it was fun as get to spent time with kiki..hahas...very nervous lah when we went inside the room...but we did our best...haha...kae lah..nitez..















































































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8:15 AM

sorry for the late post...been busy lately...kae since i have no been posting for a long time,i will story u a lot of things...firstly one bad news is tat i broke up with him at last...it was my decision as i feel tat he have change..even now we never talk to each other,i still have some feelings towards him..but who cares...no one..so now i am single...SINGLE IS MY LYF!!haha...another bad news is tat ppl are making SYAHIRAH's ANTI-CLUB...huhuhu...]:..soo sad...i don't y they hate me...but wat to do..can't change time..now,i am going through a hard life as my family maybe will broke up...y??haizz....sad huh?..wat t do...tats my life...three more daes will be my bdae..hope i could have a fun bdae huh...celebrating my bdae at GENTING HIGHLANDS...WOHOOO....haha...i get an MP3 for my bdae present...thx mummy and daddy...haha...wven they are like this,but they still care for me...hehe...kaelah...gtg...tmrw skool...ltr sleep in skool..haha....nvm...tmrw last dae of school..YIPPIE....happy holidaes wites!!


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Friday, February 6, 2009
8:56 AM

guess wat??..i am back with him....YAYY!!soo happi...get to celebrate valentine's dae with him this year..for the past 13 yers celebrating it alone...now i found the guy i nvr will let go...kay..let's talk about skool...todae i nvr go skool coz sik and late...then fight with my frens at skool...usual for fren rite to fie..but this we fite coz they sae i more with my boifren...nvr with them..then i sae not my fault...bcoz my boifren nt same skool wat...then we fite about this..hais...y must this happens...they should noe about this wat..hmmm....kae lah...miee very tired...want to go to sleep...gdnite to all of u there...

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